If you find something, Be prepare another thing will be lost.... If you lose something, you may find another thing.....
I've changed the template of this blog... found a new template with dots just now. So am I going to lose something later on?? Maybe... I don't know.. But I didn't have any good feelings over the past month. Well, somehow it's more clearer by now, or... still the same. Should I continue to keep one eye open and one eye shut, or end swiftly?
What's a jerk and what's a dreamer? What if jerk&dreamer-become-one? Is it something like chicken breast... throw it away is a waste of food, but eat it... not much flesh. Should we use a traditional and simple way of cooking.... boiling for hours and hours, and let all the essence remains in the soup? I don't know... maybe ask Brand's for help.....

trying to write some funny stuff... in my shitty dayzzzz.....
ok... hohohohooooooo last nite seen SHREK2 already!!!! even though i was sitting in the .... hmmm 2nd row! yoyoyoyoyoyoooooo very funny, a movie brighten up my day! the cat wears boots is very adorable! hahahhaaaaaa that's what people said haha ....yep yep cartoon is for everyone.

Hot sunny afternoon... I feel HOT!!!!
Hot until I feel sick...! Headache!
ok my mind is kind or stuck...
still cannot make up my mind... maybe keep dragging? wait and see or.. no idea..

i can't sleep..................................................................................................................................................................................... ........................................................... what can i do?.................

This is from e-mail...better play safe....

Growth caused by chickens that have been injected by Steroids

This is a true story! I am very concerned about the health of the people out there especially the women’s!

A friend of mine recently had a growth in her womb and she underwent an operation to remove the cyst. The cyst removed was filled with a dark coloured blood.

She thought that she would be recovered after the surgery but she was terribly wrong. A relapse occurred just a few months later. Distressed, she rushed down to her gynecologist for a consultation. During her consultation, her doctor asked her a question that puzzled her. He ask if she was a frequent consumer of chicken wings and she replied yes wondering as to how, he knew of her eating habits.

You see, the truth is in this modern day and age, chickens are injected with steroids to accelerate their growth so that the needs of this society can be met. This need is none other then the need for food. Chickens that are injected with steroids are usually given the shot at the neck or the wings. Therefore, it is in this places that the highest concentration of steroids exist.

These steroids have terrifying effects on the body as it accelerates growth. It has an even more dangerous effect in the presence of female hormones, this leads to women being more prone to the growth of a cyst in the womb.

Therefore, I advise the people out there to watch their diets and to lower their frequency of consuming chicken wings!

People who receive this email, please forward it to your friends and loved ones. I’m sure no one wants to see him or her suffer!

Take care and god bless!

Continue to be blue..... keep asking myself "am i really so bad?". anyway i shall know where should i go by the end of this month... leave or stay. If you had heard the ancient chinese story abt chicken breast.... well, i'm now exactly in this situation, yes or no, leave or stay, keep or trash..... decision is always simple but the process of deciding is always complex. Nothing is perfect in this world, i don believe i cant be perfect in any sense.... but i don believe that i'm that bad. truly..

Beancurd..... is really good for your health, a nutritious food!!! but i donno why it could become a joke when saying "eat tofu".. hmmmm.....
ok actually i'm not very happy..... on and off these few days i was just wondering what had happened... was it my fault? was it youf fault? why things happened in this way? or no one is interested already? sometimes i just wanna have a shoulder to let me lie on and cry.... but it's always missing. nevermind i still got pillow, if one is not enough 1 can get 2, 2 not enough, 3... 4....5......and more. well, i think finding pillow is much easier than finding a supportive shoulder.... ok department store is having 20%off now... should grab all sorts of pillows (feather, polyester, support pillow, herbals.... etc...) fast while stocks last!!! what kinda joke izzzit? a poor gal waiting for someone to sayang sayang ssss ayang yang gggg.........................